thanks for the support. it means a lot to me to just have people read this and reply. I'm definitely trying to get control of things, trying to reach out to local churches to see if they can offer any help as I've read sometimes they do. I'm far from religious though so it feels kind of disingenuous, but trying anything I can at this point. tried applying to a few places for a personal loan but unfortunately my credit isn't good enough for something like that.
as of today, mentally I'm just pretty numb. literally sat on my couch for a few hours staring at my tv (which was off). I'm sure things will get worse as more days pass without a resolution, but I'm trying to keep myself from thinking about that too much. just a terrible situation, I wouldn't wish this on anyone. was told yesterday to check about my social security number as well so it seems like this is more widespread than I thought.
