thanks for the replies, I do really appreciate it. I have been on the phone with both every day this week. my bank has been somewhat helpful (giving me my balance back of what things should be if everything had gone through), but are not covering anything that bounced/didn't go through during the hack. PayPal has been abysmal, claiming they can't verify the activity on my account either way. the problem seems to be PayPal not communicating with my bank, treating the hack as deposits made to my bank account which were (to them) authorized by me. I'll keep trying but my mind isn't suited for this. I'm sorry to bother you all with this, I've dealt with mental health issues and suicidal thoughts most of my life, posting on here is something I'm not too comfortable with, but I'm at a point where my anxiety is somehow less than me just getting through the next week.

@tearju-engi Although as a fyi once you get a a point in the sewers where it loops back to the police station. You'll have more zombies, and Lickers but no Mr.X

@inustar "New" (He's been the voice of Darth Maul for six years!)

I think Half life is a strong series along with it's Portal Counterpart. I want to include Metroid and Zelda, however, they've had a few questionable titles released in the past. I'm not on about that atrocious CD-I Legend Of Zelda either.

Twitter account for the upcoming LotR TV show has been activated. https://twitter.com/LOTRonPrime

Darren Korb Was robbed

Iconic Arms is back! Youtube Video

Happy Massive Release Day everybody! Not since October 27, 2017 have we had such a packed release day. FOUR games all are stricken, and it's pretty clear one stands above all others: Metro Exodus finished as the second overall desired game, finishing with 10 desires, with one being the most desired game. The next highest overall desired game was Jump Force, finishing in 39th. With only two desires of eighth most and 14th most, it barely held out over Crackdown 3, which also had two desires. Finishing 42nd overall (so only a three spot difference), the two desires for the Xbox exclusive were even lower: 13th and 20th overall. The final game out today was ALMOST the least desired game on the list. Out of 58 games, Far Cry: New Dawn ends at 57th, with only one desire of 18th.

@a7x458 it will come out on the PS4 straight after Bayonetta 2 does so have fun waiting :3

Doki Doki Literature Club This is actually my second time beating it, and it is without a doubt the most emotionally and psychologically distressing game that I have ever played. I don't like horror games, but for some reason this one just drags you in, and keeps you there until you complete it. There were moments when I would leave the room in order to collect myself, only to be too anxious to re-enter the room. The story itself is excellent as well, with all of the characters feeling legitimately fleshed out. The feels are intense and the scares are brutal, which is I guess all I could ask for in a game like this. Extreme Anxiety/10

Am I a prophet. Did they make Tetris 99 for us? lol

@tearju-engi I haven't even tried to slay Behemoth, cause I feel like I'd be the one messing something up, especially after I saw in that first hunt where it flees, how ecliptic meteor messes with the camera. How am I supposed to find a comet to hide behind when the camera is forcing me to look at the sky? Lunastra is basically just a ramped up Teostra though. I think you can interrupt the explosion with a flash pod, maybe, but yeah, if you get hit by it, you need to be immediately using an astera jerky because its recoverable damage. I only did the Witcher quest once so far, and yeah, that was a really long fight. I think its only one quest, but like you said, there are side quests in the quest itself, which I didn't realize when I was doing it, aside from what looked like a few gajalakka tracks or something.

The shading is amazing. I would love to see Kefka in your style.

@el-shmiablo Check out some of the features GI has put out about the game. Not sure you'll be able to be completely nonviolent, but it sounds like the developers want to emphasize the fact that role playing shouldn't be geared towards becoming a god-like powerhouse

LCD Soundsystem's new live album, Electric Lady Sessions is awesome. It's mostly live renditions of their songs (mostly from american dream), with some covers. The performances are great for the most part, great song selections too. I really loved every song here except for Home, this version's first few minutes kinda weirded me out a bit. Youtube Video

Chrono series. I want a proper chrono trigger sequel or at least a remaster

This game is a fucking bop. Played a few rounds last night and had the most enjoyable multiplayer experience I've had in a long time, and playing with complete randos too. The gameplay just feels so tight, the map so intentionally constructed, the abilities designed specifically to play off one another... oh man, I'm in love.