thanks for the replies, I do really appreciate it. I have been on the phone with both every day this week. my bank has been somewhat helpful (giving me my balance back of what things should be if everything had gone through), but are not covering anything that bounced/didn't go through during the hack. PayPal has been abysmal, claiming they can't verify the activity on my account either way. the problem seems to be PayPal not communicating with my bank, treating the hack as deposits made to my bank account which were (to them) authorized by me. I'll keep trying but my mind isn't suited for this. I'm sorry to bother you all with this, I've dealt with mental health issues and suicidal thoughts most of my life, posting on here is something I'm not too comfortable with, but I'm at a point where my anxiety is somehow less than me just getting through the next week.
